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And just like that, my dress is in ruins. All my dreams and wishes feel like they’ve been torn to shreds. Maybe I didn’t get my fairy godmother. Maybe I’m still waiting for her. Goodness knows at this point it’s going to take a little magic to make me feel better. I only wish I knew why it was a no. But I must keep believing. “Have faith in your dreams and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through.” I just hope that ‘someday’ happens sooner than later…
I feel so lonely.
I feel like I’m going to lose everyone. I feel like I’ve lost a lot of them already.
I don’t know what to do, what to say, how to get them back, how to prevent them from going.
I don’t know if they want to lose me or if they want to hold on. Maybe they care, maybe they don’t.
Oh, ambiguity…
Posted June 26, 2011 at 9:29pm in personal lonely friends college lost lose feelings sad upset ambiguity
Thank God it’s over. But that’s what it did. It changed you. You used to be a great person, you really did. But now you’re just filled with bullshit and false promises and I’m not sure I ever want to talk to you again. Not that you’re ever going to want to talk to me again, I know that much. Because you’ve moved on. You’re too cool for me now.
I’m sorry you had to be a victim of high school.
I’ve been replaced.
It happened a while ago, but I didn’t truly realize it until yesterday. I saw you guys together and… I was crushed. It used to be me. It could be me. It should be me. And yet, it wasn’t. I’ve been replaced. Someone new has taken my spot. I’m not entirely sure what happened to change things like this. What did I do wrong? I don’t want things to be like this anymore. I want them to be the way they were.
A figment of my imagination.
I think I made it all up in my head. Again. I read too much into it and made it out to be something so much bigger than it actually was. But now that I know the reality, I have to deal with the disappointment. The sad fact that dreams and reality are rarely the same thing. And the fact that no matter how much I want the dream to stay alive, we all have to wake up eventually.
Posted April 5, 2011 at 8:47pm in dream sad upset imagination disappointment hope reality sucks personal
