Lolz. I love Hitler/Jew jokes so much, and I’m really not sure why.
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Oh my gosh YES. I went to a belated Valentine’s Day dinner with my best friend and her parents there last year… SO GOOD. Like 6-course super fancy meal and everything is just flawless and the lighting and the mood and everything is just perfect! I wish I had the money to eat like that every meal…
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A birthday musing.
So, for those of you who are unaware, as a general rule, I hate birthdays.
Most people don’t understand this and get really upset. But why shouldn’t I?
I’ve had some truly shitty birthdays in the past. Namely, my 16th birthday, which I broad-casted and yet no one remembered, and my 18th, which just wound up being an epic fail.
Today, however, was awesome. Like seriously. Every single person who wished me a happy birthday, be it by text, on Facebook, or in person, just kept me happy all day long. My roommate & suitemates put balloons and candy all over my bed, which was a wonderful surprise after chemistry. And then spending time with my boy toy just made it even better. I like him. I like him a lot, actually. I haven’t liked someone this much in a while.
Overall, I would deem today a successful birthday. I’m quite the happy camper.
Today was really and truly great.
I spent the day with the two people in this world who always manage to make me happy no matter what, at the happiest place on earth, the place where I grew up. Even though I’m leaving in a few days, they’ll be with me wherever I go. I know that. There’s no way we’ll ever let each other go. 15 plus years of friendship and counting. This chapter of our life may be ending, but I’m so excited to see what the next one has in store for us.
I feel so lonely.
I feel like I’m going to lose everyone. I feel like I’ve lost a lot of them already.
I don’t know what to do, what to say, how to get them back, how to prevent them from going.
I don’t know if they want to lose me or if they want to hold on. Maybe they care, maybe they don’t.
Oh, ambiguity…
Posted June 26, 2011 at 9:29pm in personal lonely friends college lost lose feelings sad upset ambiguity
I’ve been replaced.
It happened a while ago, but I didn’t truly realize it until yesterday. I saw you guys together and… I was crushed. It used to be me. It could be me. It should be me. And yet, it wasn’t. I’ve been replaced. Someone new has taken my spot. I’m not entirely sure what happened to change things like this. What did I do wrong? I don’t want things to be like this anymore. I want them to be the way they were.
A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other… Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.
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(500) Days of Summer
I got exactly what I needed. A little sun, and a lot of fun. Because sometimes you need to drive to the coast and drown your sorrows in the waves. Because sometimes you need to take long walks down the beach at night with your friends talking about life and screaming “fuck boys.” Because sometimes you need to pretend like you belong in the Sports Illustrated swimsuit edition, even though you know you don’t. Because sometimes you need to take long naps in the sun.
Because sometimes, you just need the beach.
Posted April 11, 2011 at 7:06pm in need want friends yay happy beach waves ocean love personal sun fun sand nature boys
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